1.More
Lyricist:John Charlton, Chris Dickerson, Brett Hestla, Ted Ledbetter,
Jason Marchant
More waits outside the door
Wondering what it's waiting for
Less is running up the score
Gotta find out why I don't have more
The perfect sky, a twitching eye
Needed only one thing to get by
Let it hide, unto the side
Tried to do it in but it won't die
Don't be seen, keep it clean
Remembering the something less prestien
Let it eat, fall at it's feet
Like the masters bow to the color green
I look, gift horse, straight in the mouth
And I give, don't get, it's all about
More waits outside the door
Wondering what it's waiting for
Bliss is running off the score
Gotta find out why I don't have more
I always knew, to pull it through
I had to make believe is it just a few
A heart of steel, is just as well
Only thing I saying is just a fluke
I didn't know, how to make it go
Only do it worse, singin' natural
Starts to fail, another nail
The closing of the casket and my vail
I look, gift horse, straight in the mouth
And I give, don't get, it's all about
More waits outside the door
Wondering what it's waiting for
Less is running up the score
Gotta find out why I don't have more
More waits outside the door
Wondering what it's waiting for
Less is running up the score
Gotta find out why I don't have more
More waits outside the door
Wondering what it's waiting for
Less is running up the score
Gotta find out why I don't have more
2.Kiss My Disease
Lyricist:John Charlton, Chris Dickerson, Brett Hestla, Ted Ledbetter,
Jason Marchant
Praying hands grasp a throat
Searching for a song they wrote
Heater just won't warm a frozen spirit
Just a man with a cause
No reward and no applause
If there was a call, he did not hear it
Tiny hero fightin' big battles
Mind of stone breaks and rattles
Yeah
The only thing I need kiss my disease
And make it all better
Clean me when I bleed, justify me
Make words of my scattered letters
Hunger pains, they take control
Growling at the tired soul
When the body just won't meet the demands
Growing older growing weak
Going nowhere future's bleak
Need another spark to fire up the plan
Tiny hero fightin' big battles
Mind of stone overcomes the rattles
Yeah
The only thing I need kiss my disease
And make it all better
Clean me when I bleed justify me
Make words of my scattered letters
Won't you kiss my disease?
Won't you kiss my disease?
Won't you kiss my disease?
3.Come Apart
Lyricist:John Charlton, Chris Dickerson, Brett Hestla, Ted Ledbetter,
Jason Marchant
My, what a sight you are
You look like you've come apart
You push and the walls come down
Now, you're caught between the walls and the ground
You turn and face me
But you could not face your own pain
Calling you wrong
Calling you out, calling you gone
You clean yourself up very well
So that it's hard to tell
A bomb went off in your soul
And even that wouldn't fill the hole
And you turn and face me
But you could not face your own pain
Calling you wrong
Calling you out, calling you gone
Babe, calling you wrong
Calling you out, calling you gone
Babe, calling you wrong
Calling you out, calling you gone
Babe, calling you wrong
Calling you out, calling you gone
You turn and face me
But you could not face your own pain
Calling you wrong
Calling you out calling you gone
Babe, calling you wrong
Calling you out, calling you gone, yeah
4.Parasite
Lyricist:John Charlton, Chris Dickerson, Brett Hestla, Ted Ledbetter,
Jason Marchant
Something quite extraordinary
Takes my tongue from me
Saying things I don't mean
Describing things I've not seen
Close to me but not inside
I know closet parasite
Sold myself a mortuary
Now loss is gain and I am here
And I'm so very tired of being used
But what else can I do?
Never wanted just to sell you
Just to tell you why
Never wanted just to heal you
Just to hear you cry
5.The Cycle
Lyricist:John Charlton, Chris Dickerson, Brett Hestla, Ted Ledbetter,
Jason Marchant
Reaching but that's okay
I've no one here to make them wait
Everything in my time
Impatient to a fault
All I have it stays mine
Locked up like a vault
Keeping some great secret
That no one wants to learn
All of this is none of your concern but
I wait for no one, no one comes
The cycle goes on
I lie but that's okay
It's only to myself no one else
6.Knowing Burns
Lyricist:John Charlton, Chris Dickerson, Brett Hestla, Ted Ledbetter,
Jason Marchant
Searching for the right phrase
Put a name on this new haze
I rub my eyes and I still can't see
I'm blind in a new way
I cower under the shelter I've made
Ports of call in new land
Busy making a new plan
Think I lost myself at sea
Send a rescue when I can
Although there's not much left to say
And still these words ring through
To your own self be true
And careful what you learn
Sometimes knowing burns
Strike one up for the new age
Not sure we're on the same page
The way this whole thing looks to me
I could win at a snails pace
So many times I should have stayed
7.Gain
Lyricist:John Charlton, Chris Dickerson, Brett Hestla, Ted Ledbetter,
Jason Marchant
Here I am again
Going to cure the common cold
Eat away hunger and
Get my movie soul and a
Gonna teach the world to sing
Give 'em all a hand
Solve there problems and
Gonna take a stand
I look around, come back down
Try to rearrange it once again
You hold your own, nervous to be strong
You got it and you don't know what it is
Once you gain, time after time it's the same ol' wrong
Change and you change it's the same ol' song
I'm bothered by the fact, I cannot take it back
It goes on record and multiplies it bad and a
I gotta break it down to it's smallest part
Put it back together and call it art
I look around, come back down
Try to rearrange it once again
You hold your own nervous to be strong
You got it and you don't know what it is
Once you gain, time after time it's the same ol' wrong
Change and you change it's the same ol' song
Once you gain, time after time it's the same ol' wrong
Change and you change it's the same ol' song
Once you gain
Once you gain, time after time it's the same ol' wrong
You change and you change it's the same ol' song
Time after time it's the same ol' wrong
Change and you change it's the same ol' song
Time after time it's the same ol' wrong
You change and you change
You change and you change
You change and you change
You change and you change
You change and you change
You change and you change
One new gain
8.Wrong
Lyricist:John Charlton, Chris Dickerson, Brett Hestla, Ted Ledbetter,
Jason Marchant
So now you know
I'll spill my guts and spoil the show
I thought I stirred up quite a mess
But cleaning up just causes even more distress
Did the only thing I knew to do
But having faith in something does not make it true
But I forced it for so long I knew I had it wrong
Much to proud to let it go and I knew I had it wrong
I forget who, when or what it was that made me change my tune
Did the only thing I knew to do
But having faith in something does not make it true
But I forced it for so long and I knew I had it wrong
Much to proud to let it go and I knew I had it wrong
Wasted pieces of life
(So now you know)
Stretching inches into miles and miles
(So now you know)
I pull the blanket from my eyes
(So now you know)
Cut the ropes and free the lies
But I forced it for so long and I knew I had it wrong
Much to proud to let it go and I knew I had it wrong
Yeah I forced it for so long
And I knew I had it wrong, much too proud to let it go
And I knew I had it wrong, but I forced it for so long, I knew I
had it wrong
9.Beautiful Lie
Lyricist:John Charlton, Chris Dickerson, Brett Hestla, Ted Ledbetter,
Jason Marchant
I spoke the words above the flood
The water blows with frozen blood
Recall the hands that stitched my eyes
Cut them open and start to rise
The things they always told you
Things they tried to sell
You know they have created
Your own personal Hell
It's a beautiful lie, it's a beautiful lie
Behold the hands that took your life
You bought the ticket now take your ride
Recall the hands that stitched your eyes
Cut them open and start to rise
The things they always told you
Things they tried to sell
You know they have created
Your own personal Hell
It's a beautiful lie, it's a beautiful lie
It's a beautiful lie, such a beautiful lie
10.Disregarding
Lyricist:John Charlton, Chris Dickerson, Brett Hestla, Ted Ledbetter,
Jason Marchant
Someone should have told me
When I was younger
Life was only learning how to lose
Now I'm older and so much stronger
And I only feel I'm being abused
And now my hands move slower
And slower in pain
And oh, my mind's going over and over again
My God, my soul is dead
It's ringing in my head
Disregarding what you said
I fall farther down instead
I hold my hands out only hoping
For what I truly deserve
I draw back nothing, only a promise
And I don't know what that's worth
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